While you appear to be at least in part ~ still living in the OLD World. The restructuring of Consciousness ~ as LIGHT ~ being Matter ~ is re patterning itself, as I write.

The Shattering of the old patterning ~ allows the new thought processes ~ to emerge. As the old does not function in the new and the new does not function in the old.

Sort of Like Being tossed in an OCEAN ~ and you are learning to swim for the first time.

There will appear to be NO order.

Yet ~ there is Divine Order and the New Restructuring is RELEASING all the old patterns. The memories too ~ they leave ~ when ready.

And the searching through consciousness, so to speak, begins to appear like peering into the Void of non knowingness. With the foothold ~ being nothing.  There is nothing to grasp on to.

This STATE…